maybe it's hard for me to say
it's hard for me to be honest
but it's came from the bottom of my broken heart
so many nights, so many times that we spend time together
of course as a friend, as a 2 different kinds of person
I just realized in a hour a go
when you were changed, when you didn't act like the person who I ever known
when you said that we can't do the same thing like we did before
Oh God, it's true, my heart is broken
just like an empty glass dropped from table
and divide into a hundred of pieces
But, it's life
sometimes we are happy, sometimes we feel so sad
I lost my words, and nothing to say . . .
Okay, let me finish my confession
I was in love with you
no matters you know what inside my heart
no matters you love me too or not
no matters you what are you thinking bout me now
I just want to blow up what inside my heart
what I have hid for a long time (not quite long time, but it felt like)
"if you still love someone, do your very best to hang on to that person...
whether it's finally work out or not, you'll have no regret whatever happened... because you've tried your best..."
I just want to be your friend, okay more than just friend
no, just friend, because loving someone is keeping someone that we love warm, beloved, comfort, happy ever after
I know, I can't do all that things,
yes, I don't know how to do all that things
maybe or yes there's a person would love you better than me
a person who love you and give you all that you need
It's enough for me just be your friend
I don't need more
always beside you, watch you smile, listen your story
that would make me better
even maybe it's hurt, but it's okay
when you happy, I'm happy for you
when you sad, I will always here for you
when you in love with someone, I will step backwards and smile
that's what friends are for
from the person who always love you
(hope I can say this note in front of you, hope you understand)
Wildan A. Maulana
P.S :
beberapa hari ini perasaan saya lagi melow gara- gara seseorang (jadi pengen nangis T_T)jadinya nulis sebuah Confession- lah
semoga dia mengerti apa yang aku tulis ini, walau mungkin dia ga membacanya
